I was reading postsecrets and I remembered this...

He told me once (when we use to lie about loving each other) if i would have his baby ...

I told him No because I thought our kid was gonna be damaged, specially stubborn, with an awful mood everytime, just like both of us...

Now, (when we lie about thinking about this) I realized that I was wrong...

She's perfect, specially determined, brilliant, sensitive, with a great musical appreciation, and smiles everytime... the best of both of us and more.

The only thing I regret is that he's not the kind of man I would like to be her father, not because he's a bad person, and maybe one day he'll be sober enough to notice, but because he might never accept that every day it passes he is losing her.